I’m utterly excited with the month of June! I’m not normally a person to go to the beach or pool out of season – there’s a time for everything – but I usually start bikini season in June, so let’s see if the weather lets me. As I said here, I’ve been feeling very tired, sleepy and lacking of energy and one of the reasons is because I worry about small things that shouldn’t normally matter that much. I always try to take other people into consideration and not judging them before I know them, but I regularly think they are judging me! Whether it’s because I’m feeling insecure or just don’t know why that person is not answering me, I get a jitter on not knowing. I have to learn how to let go and make sure I realize it’s impossible to please everyone all-the-freaking-time. M always has a way of putting things in perspective for me and I realize that I’m reading too much into situations and let them bug me. This next month, I made a promise to myself to work on that and give myself a break from time to time.
One thing that always motivates me and, especially now that I’m commuting a few times a week, is to have a pump-me-up-playlist to listen to and make me feel excited about things that ordinarily wouldn’t feel that exciting (you can check my feel good and power-up playlists). I always feel like music can fit a situation with a mood and make me enjoy the moments – even if I’m by myself. And that feeling can get ruin if you are trying to capture every moment instead of savoring it! Shut down from time to time. Take the time to relax, be yourself and enjoy the feeling.